I miss you everyday.
I honestly thought that I would carry on without remembering you every second and in every moment of happiness, but I do.
I really wish we had more time together. I wish you going away was not so sudden.
And the funniest of all, sometimes I wonder if you are somewhere- perhaps a prank- and you will call me pretty soon.
When I drive and talk to myself and when I drive and sing, I wonder if you are right there looking with a smile on your face and saying, “she’s so crazy to be having this whole conversation with herself!”
I never know I would be forced to live without you. But I think I’ve been doing pretty good so far!
I miss you in this moment more than ever! To bear my burden and sorrows with me! To remind me that this now I experience is only just now and that you will be ok soon, which means that I also will be ok.
I just wish I could speak to you and I could hear your voice responding- offering comfort and hope!
I really do miss you!