Some days I get up and I am filled with extreme happiness.
Life is moving and I am moving with it.
But then there are times when I find myself alone-in the car, in my room, in my head, and all I can think about is you.
I feel so guilty that you are gone and I am here living as if you weren’t even here.
I hold onto everything you once owned as a way of keeping you alive and with me forever.
Ghost is now my favorite as it expresses everything we had and everything that I have.
I really cannot believe you were here and now you are gone.
My heart is breaking.
I feel so hollow.
And most of all I miss you tremendously!