On so many forefronts of my life, I find myself being disengaged, detached and disentangled.
The truth is the unaddressed traumas of life will always linger and subconsciously work to change the ways you view people, the way you operate and may very much influence the next stage(s) of your life.
Sometimes I am so sad, another time I am nonchalant and other times I just want to be left alone by everyone and everything.
How have I recognized that I have changed?
For a while I have no interest to talk on the phone or even in person with friends, acquaintances or even strangers who I believe I have outgrown or we no longer have commonalities. If I do not hear from someone it does not phase
I, however, know that at some point I have to stop to address all these hurt, pain, disappointments, injustice and heartbreak.
And my anxiety sets in when the world seems as though it is about to cave in.
And even when I feel I have someone…it turns out that I am disentangled.